Aura Of Alone

To begin with one must know that the life of a loner is far easier that that of a person living with ties. A person who survives & grows in society is no coward & demands great respect. Having said that constant interaction with people has led me to realise the emptiness within. Almost all people will interact with you only for their personal gains. I strongly believe that every word exchanged between two individuals in a conversation is energy enough for someone to drain you, not because I dislike communicating but because over a period of time you are depleted & feel empty. Almost like scavangers at a carcas once the bounty is realised they will flock & come in larger & larger numbers with larger & larger appetites. Once again a reminder I speak of an energy exchange here not of any material. This is an ongoing process, eventually you turn into a void yourself & begin to live off others & so on & so forth. A link is established & you will become an active part of the chain, you become a social creature.
In isolation i have realised that the rebuilding of our internal energy resources is continuous & the longer I stay away from a potential host the fuller I begin to feel.
My understanding : Be to yourself as far as possible, communicate with others...but only if need be, do not entertain a person who makes you feel uncomfortable...for whatever reason... Never loose sight at what your driving force is...if you don't know what your driving force is take the time to figure it out....
Be a boat with a rudder, not a log in the river...eventually both reach the same destination but the log has scars to bear.