Reincarnation

Random thoughts flow like a river to the sea. The sea?? hmm that's where it would all end that's what most think but wait! once you reach there you turn into a wave! travel across the oceans and end up on a foreign land! wonderful adventures & when it's all over you pull back into the sea & of you go again! back to another place in another time....from it's warm surface to the merky depths....secrets revealed new dimensions explored darkness revisited, just another day in the life of the sea. But wait what's this? a strong light the temperature seems to rise you begin to transcend a change is at hand back to the surface you know you were meant to do this...take to the skies! slowly a gentle draft lifts you higher. The environment changes as you go higher & higher & higher! is it a dream? could this be possible? why it feels different you move in a strange manner there are feathered creatures instead of the finned ones you were accustomed to...hmm a moment to reflect on what has passed by looking down you see the deep blue sea you were once part of...looking up you see a white mass & fellow travellers youre not alone...just then you know you were meant to do this, you always were part of a never ending cycle...the temperature drops it's heavenly bliss...few dare venture here it's a magnificent sight! as you drift over vast expanses of space you begin to realise what you can see far in the distance way down there....yes it's the river! reminds you of what you were & where you belonged....along with a thousand others you plunge....from the heavens straight back to earth where it all began...now just a drop waiting to form a stream so that you can fill the river again....no now you don't remember a thing.

Aura Of Alone

To begin with one must know that the life of a loner is far easier that that of a person living with ties. A person who survives & grows in society is no coward & demands great respect. Having said that constant interaction with people has led me to realise the emptiness within. Almost all people will interact with you only for their personal gains. I strongly believe that every word exchanged between two individuals in a conversation is energy enough for someone to drain you, not because I dislike communicating but because over a period of time you are depleted & feel empty. Almost like scavangers at a carcas once the bounty is realised they will flock & come in larger & larger numbers with larger & larger appetites. Once again a reminder I speak of an energy exchange here not of any material. This is an ongoing process, eventually you turn into a void yourself & begin to live off others & so on & so forth. A link is established & you will become an active part of the chain, you become a social creature.
In isolation i have realised that the rebuilding of our internal energy resources is continuous & the longer I stay away from a potential host the fuller I begin to feel.
My understanding : Be to yourself as far as possible, communicate with others...but only if need be, do not entertain a person who makes you feel uncomfortable...for whatever reason... Never loose sight at what your driving force is...if you don't know what your driving force is take the time to figure it out....
Be a boat with a rudder, not a log in the river...eventually both reach the same destination but the log has scars to bear.

Childhood Distortion

When you were young you took decisions based on what you really wanted to do. Enjoyed everything you did & looking back at it all they were most probably the brightest days of your life. Now you begin to grow up, begin to understand what life consists of, understood how each move has a possible repercussion which needs to be dealt with. For most of us once this understanding sets in we become cautious & slow down to a great deal. That's how we transcend into adulthood.
Having stated this procedure in brief what do you think the understanding & knowledge gained does to us? I know of children who faulter but are not affected by the same & of adults who will mull over a distant loss or mishap. From the two it's the latter is loosing out because life is too short to carry any baggage along. But we are only human & baggage we do carry but the lesser the better. As a child how many emotions do we know of? not many except a few Love, Hate & Jealousy to name a few...as adults we know so many! some even have medical terms for them! Agreed as we age our competitive nature kicks in along with sexual maturity & hormonal changes..but dosn't it feel like the knowledge & understanding we gain is killing us? Do we as adults really Live & Let Live? Should we as adults have the right to govern a childs mind? Besides the all important rules (only the ones to keep a young child safe) I believe we should not pollute a clean & clear mind with our distorted visions of life..coz that's all it will be to a clear minded child...distorted visions....Just a thought.

Ignorance isn't bliss

Ever get the feeling that people around you are constantly scheming? Planning their next move based on what they assume you're made of? Well if not then you're an open book & people have figured you out....now they play a smooth game you cannot detect. On the other hand if you can pick potential schemes you're an opaque person or the people playing you are not efficient enough. Then again they could be overtly efficient and faulter on purpose to divert your attention from what's actually unfolding.

In this matrix of events how does one finalise their next move? Do we play by instinct like animals? Or do we take an analytical decision like we are told to by society? If we do so much without even uttering a word then one can only imagine the number of unspoken rules we abide by!
In a world where technology is gaining momentum like never before & progress is the name of the game there comes a point where we need to stop & appreciate the part of us that is constantly computing in the background, the part of us that spoke out loud in the past but in today's world has been silenced to a great deal...it still speaks with us just as loud as ever......your mind is calling take heed.